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I am_______.
I ________ Sarah.
Sarah is _______.
Me + Sarah = _______.
I wish me and Sarah were ______.
If I were alone in a room with Sarah, I would _______.
I want Sarah to know that I __________.
I think Sarah should _________.
Sarah needs to _________.
I want to ____________ Sarah.
Someday Sarah will ________.
Sarah reminds me of _______.
Without Sarah I would _______.
Memories of Sarah are ________.
Sarah can be __________.
The worst thing about Sarah is _________.
The best thing about Sarah is _________.
Sarah loves _________.
If I had to pick a boyfriend for Sarah I would pick_________.
I am ________ with Sarah.
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Melissa had her baby:)
It was a boy... Yeah I know I had my heart set for a girl but that's alright, I still love him! Benjamin Cyrus Freeman born on December 20, 2005 at 2:06 pm.. 7 pounds 8 onces & 21 inches long! He is so beautiful!! Prolly the purdiest baby ever!!! I can't wait to hold him and hug him and love on him!!!!! I love you, Melissa & Jesse!!!!
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Well as most of you know tomorrow, September 24, 2005 makes 1 year since Rachael sucked Menor off in the 3rd floor bathroom of J.J. Kelly High School!!!! This is a big event because... Well I'm not sure why but it is!! And I know that on that day Rachael loved every minute of it, as did Menor! Well I redid my journal for this event and I brought back my Menor and Rachael icon!!! HECK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But anyway!! I'll update again tomorrow on the BIG day! lol! Peace out! And Happy Menor&Rachael Day!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Put an X by the movies you've seen.
If you get more than 70, you're a movie whore.
Copy and repost. Place your score in the subject line.
( ) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
( ) The Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Garden State
(x) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
( ) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
Total here: 16
My Total: 6
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( ) Harry Potter
( ) Harry Potter 2
( ) Harry Potter 3
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
Total here: 18
My Total: 13
(x) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(x) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going On 30
( ) I Robot
( ) Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep Impact
Total here: 18
My Total: 11
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Se7en
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
Total here: 41
My Total: 23
( ) Lone Star State Of Mind
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Independence day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
Total here: 19
My Total: 3
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) X-Men 1
( ) X-Men 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Ring of Fire
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) Old School
( ) Ray
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
Total here: 17
My Total: 7
(x) The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
(x) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
( ) Back Door Sluts 9
( ) Anal Acres 1
( ) Anal Acres 2
( ) B-Cup Divas
( ) The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
(x) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) The People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) The Sound of Music
(x) The Parent Trap
( ) The Burbs
( ) The Terminator
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild Girls
( ) A Clockwork Orange
( ) The Order
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Amelie
Total here: 37
My Total: 15
( ) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
( ) The Incredibles
( ) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
(x) 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
( ) Closer
Total here: 9
My Total: 4
(x) Titanic
(x) Saved!
( ) Bowling For Columbine
( ) Farenheit 9/11
(x) The Sixth Sense
( ) Artificial intelligence (AI)
( ) Love Actually
( ) Shutter
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess diaries 1
(x) Princess diaries 2
( ) Constantine
( ) Million Dollar Baby
( ) Envy
(x) Eurotrip
(x) Malibu's Most wanted
(x) Big Daddy
(x) Black Sheep
( ) The Breakfast Club
( ) West Side Story
Total here: 20
My Total: 9
( ) A Christmas Story
( ) Spanglish
( ) Pulp Fiction
( ) Sleepover
( ) The Evil Dead
( ) Killer Klowns From Outer Space
(x) The Seed of chucky
( ) Vanilla Sky
(x) Nightmare Before Christmas
( ) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) Interview With The Vampire
(x) The Crow
( ) Purple Rain
( ) Reservoir Dogs
(x) Wayne's World
Total here: 15
My Total: 4
(x) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21 Grams
( ) Blow
(x) Edward Scissorhands
( ) Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
( ) Guess who
( ) Monster In-Law
(x) Elf
(x) Stuart Little
(x) Stuart Little 2
( ) Mall Rats
( ) Chasing Amy
(x) Dogma
(x) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Total here: 15
My Total: 8
(x) Beetlejuice
( ) The Last Samurai
( ) The Amityville Horror
( ) The Aviator
(x) Romeo + Juliet
(x) Barbershop
( ) Beauty Shop
( ) Legally Blonde
( ) Legally Blonde 2
( ) The Forgotten
( ) Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen
(x) The Grudge
Total here: 12
My Total: 4
My total: 107
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Im gonna delete some of you people!
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Well Im gonna delete some of you fuckers!!!!!
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[14 Jun 2005|01:36am] |
Here are some pictures that I forgot about that I took..
Kevin, Aaron, and me
April and Menor
Me and James
April and Ryan
Ryan
Anus, Jenn, Jesse, and Steven
Matt
Jenn
Kirstie
Jenn again
Chris
Heather
Courtnee
James and Menor
April
Alex and Brittany
Aaron
Coomer
Courtnee and Latasia
Ruta
Liz
Kayley
Ya Chang
Katie
Jake
Mrs. Tiller
Steven
The Jake kid
Chris.. LOL!
Rachael... We think that this is what she looked like the day she sucked Menor!!
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Awwww.. You guys... 1 more day of school... Then we are out!! But I'll miss ya'll so much! But I wont miss the school or the teachers!! But it's scary knowing that we will be going to the high school.. And I know that some people are leaving and going to other schools! We have had a lot of great memories!! The 8th grade has worked our asses off this year just to get out of the middle school.. And feeling glad that we have fulfilled that but also scared to death of the bigger students. People have already starting crying about this... I know it's sad but I have went through pure hell in that damn school! But I know later I will miss it. I know I'll miss me and Jenn making fun of Mr. Davis! And me giving Mrs. Tiller a hard time! I have gotten closer to a lot of people this year and I have lost a few people too.. But it's all good, maybe it was for the best! I have also been a lot nicer this year.. I have learnt a lot from other people... I have also learnt a lot about myself! A lot of you have been there for me when I had no one else to turn to.. And some of ya'll understand me. And some of us have been through hell and back together.... Most of us take up for each other when we need help or when someone starts shit with us. We all have had our laughs together, our cries, our talks, our fights, but no matter what we all love each other!!! And I love all ya'll!! I'll miss ya!!
I wanna name some of my friends: Autumn(eventho I'll see you prolly everyday), Jenn, Anus, Chris Cox, Sarah Beverly, Heather, Alex, Latasia, Kirstie, Evelyn, Thomas Mullins, April, Autumn Silcox, Preston, Cootie, Autumn Chisenhall, Coomer, Ape, Courtnee, Ruta, Menor(sadly), Aaron, Kayley, James, Jade, Kara, Anthony, Dalton, Carly(I might see u), The Laurens.. and other people but they prolly wont be reading this! But it's ok...
I'm gonna go now!!
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SECTiON>1 ABOUT YOU...
+` name: Sarah
+` gender: Female
+` height: 5'1"
+` describe your hair: More brown now..
+` eye color: Green... I think
+` location: Wise
+` fears: Losing someone I love..
SECTi0N>2: HAVE Y0U EVER_
+` peed in your pants: Nah
+` cheated on someone: I don't think so!
+` fallen off the bed: Lol yeah!!
+` fallen for a relative: ....
+` had plastic surgery: Nope!
+` failed a grade: No
+` broke someone`s heart: Yeah..
+` had your heart broken: Yep
+` done something you regret: A lot of things!
+` cheated on a test: Don't think so!
+` broken a body part: No
+' been in love: Yep!!
+' been in lust: I dunno!
SECTi0N>3: CURRENTLY_
+` wearing: Clothes!
+` listening to: Nothing really!
+` chewing: Nothing.
+` feeling: Tired
+` reading: I can't read!!
+` located: My house
+` chatting with: Fat Cody..
+` watching: Comedy Central
+` should really be: I dunno!
SECTi0N>4: D0 Y0U_
+` brush your teeth: Yeah
+` like anybody: Hehe.. Jeremy <3
+` have any piercings: Ears
+` drive: Nah
+` believe in santa: SANTA!!!!!!!!! WHERE!!?!?!
+` ever get off the computer: Yep.. I'm barely on anymore..
SECTi0N>5: THE LAST PERS0N Y0U_
+` hugged: Jeremy
+` gave MEM0RiEs to: Jeremy, I guess..
+` iMed: Fat Cody
+` talked to on the phone: Rachael
+` yelled at: Rachael
+` fell in love with: Jeremy
+` tripped: Hmm... I don't know!
+` turned down: Fat Cody
+' kissed: Jeremy
+' thought about: Jeremy
+' got mad at: Rachael
SECTi0N>6: PERS0NAL_
+` what do you want to be when you grow up: Hmm.. I dunno!!!!!
+` what was the worst day of your life: Prolly when Chad died..
+` what is you most embarrassing story: Hmm.. I dunno
+` what has been the best day of your life: The day I started dating Jeremy
+` do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush: Boyfriend!!
+` if you had an extra set of eyes, where would you put them: Hmm.. I don't know!!
+` what do you usually think about before you go to bed: Jeremy!!
SECTi0N>7: FAV0RiTE_
+` movie: The Crow
+` song: Silhouettes
+` group: Slipknot
+` store: Hot Topic
+` relative: I dunno
+` sport: I dunno
+` vacation spot: Hmmm...
+` ice cream flavor: Dunno
+` fruit: Dunno..
+` holiday: Dunno..
+` day of the week: Friday
+` color: Orange
+` name for a girl: Hmm...
+` name for a boy: Franklin
SECTi0N>8: D0 Y0U_
+` like to give hugs: Yeah
+` like to walk in the rain: Uhh sure!
+` sleep with or without clothes on: With
+` prefer black or blue pens: Black
+` dress up on Halloween: I did last year!!
+` have a job: Nope!
+` like to travel: Nope!
+` like someone: YEP!
+` sleep on your side, tummy, or back: All 3 at one point of the night!
+` think you`re attractive: Nope
+` want to marry: Jeremy
+` have a goldfish: Nope, I have a beta tho!
+` ever have the falling dream: Nah
+` have stuffed animals: I think..
+` go on vacation: SURE!!
SECTi0N>9: ThiS 0R THAT_
+` pierced nose or tongue: Tounge
+` be serious or funny: Funny
+` single or taken: Taken
+` simple or complicated: Simple
+` law or action: Action
+` mtv or bet: MTV
+` 7th heaven or dawson`s creek: 7th heaven
+` sugar or salt: Salt
+` silver or gold: Silver
+` tongue or belly button ring: Tounge
+` chocolate or flowers: Uhh.. Neither!
+` angels or miracles: Both
+` color or black&white photos: Color
+` sunrise or sunset: Sunset
+` m&m`s or skittles: Skittles
+` rap or rock: Rock
+` stay up late or sleep in: Both
+` tv or radio: Tv
+` taller or shorter members of the opposite sex: Taller
+` sun or moon: Moon
+` diamond or ruby: Neither
+` left or right: Right
+` 1o acquaintances or one best friend: One Best Friend
+` vanilla or chocolate: I don't know
+` kids or no kids: Kids
+` cat or dog: Dog
+` half-empty or half-full: Same thing
+` mustard or ketchup: Ketchup
+` newspaper or magazine: Magazine
+` spring or fall: I don't know
+` give or receive: Both
+` rain or snow: Rain
+` lace or satin: Riiiight!
+` a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: Yep!!!
+` happy or sad: Happy
+` corduroy or plaid: Neither!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+` wonder or amazement: Hmm... What!?
+` sneakers or sandals: Sneakers
+` mcdonalds or burger king: Mcdonalds
+` mexican or italian food: Mexican but I HATE Mexicans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+` duct tape or scotch tape: Well SOME people take duct tape WAY to far.. and scotch tape is used WAY to much so neither!!
+` candy or soda: Soda
+` a house in the woods or the city: In the park
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*~*Your Friends*~*
Best? Prolly Autumn
Funniest? Jesse
Loudest? MENOR & Kara
Shyest? Lori
Nicest? Hmm... I don't know.. Depends on the day!!
Gives the best life advice? Autumn, Blanton, T, T-Ray, Tiffany, and I know there are some more, I just can't think right now..
Gives the best love advice? Autumn.. I dunno
Bitchiest? Haha.. I don't know..
Snobbiest? No comment!
You Wish You Were Closer To...? All of them!!
Just Like You? April..
Most Creative? Autumn!
Most Talkative? Jenn, Kara, Jesse, Brandi, Amanda..
Best Singer? AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!! She is gonna sing at my wedding and to my first child!!!!
Pisses you off? All of them.. Just depends...
Secretly Crushing On? It's no secret!!!!!! I LOVE JEREMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jealous Of? Nobody!!
Love Like a Sibling? All of them!
Thirteen random things you like:
01) Jeremy
02) Friends
03) Family
04) Music
05) My shoes
06) Kids
07) ICQ
08) Bling-Bling.. lol
09) Ingles
10) My phone
11) The bowling alley
12) Skateboarding
13) Hanging out
Twelve movies:
01) Malibu's Most Wanted
02) Saw
03) Freddy vs. Jason
04) The Crow
05) Dawn of the Dead
06) 8 Mile
07) Grind
08) Jeepers Creepers 1 & 2
09) Labryith
10) Final Destination 1 & 2
11) Road Trip
12) Eurotrip
Ten things about me ... physically:
01) contacts
02) blue/green eyes
03) ears pierced
04) 5'1
05) longish hair
06) brownish/blonde hair
07) short!!!!!!!
08) my style of clothing..
09) usually laughing or smiling..
10) MY SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!! Poleaska & Koverkian
Nine good friends:
01) Jeremy
02) Blanton
03) Autumn
04) Brandi
05) April
06) James
07) Kara
08) T-Ray
09) Rachael
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) koolide
02) CHICKEN
03) ceral
04) mountain dew
05) noodles
06) fries
07) dr.pepper
08) mr.pebb
Six things that annoy you:
01) School!!!!!
02) Stupid people!!
03) Being asked the same question 578635763475 times!!
04) People who call other people "goth" "punks" or anything!!
05) This kid named Jake Davis!!!!!
06) Teachers!!!!!
Five things you touch everyday:
01) Contacts
02) Clothes
03) Cell Phone.. I mean King Author
04) Hairbrush
05) My pictures I carry with me everyday....
Four shows you watch:
01) Mad TV
02) Crank Yankers
03) Aqua Teen!!!!!!!!!!
04) Foamy
Three People you have a crush on:
01) Jeremy!!
02) Jeremy
03) & Jeremy!!!
Two things you Hate:
01) Gay people
02) Liars
One thing you love:
01) JEREMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
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Well.. This week has been... Rather odd.. But oh well.. It's ok..
Hmm.. I have been pushing people out of my life lately because I'm scared I'm gonna get hurt.. Like Jon.. I pushed him out.. I was about to push Burny out.. And Aaron... And some other people that I'm not gonna say.. But yeah.. I told Jon I was sorry and that I realized I was just pushing him away..
Lemme see.. I have been really mad lately.. REALLY mad.. For different reasons.. I mean I haven't even talked to most of my friends lately.. Only few people!!!! And for some odd reason I love making people mad.. I mean just a lil while ago I made Dustin mad!! LOL!! It was hilaroius!! And now he never wants to talk to me again!!! LOL!!! It's great!! LOL!!
But I haven't talked to Jeremy in awhile.. It's very sad.. I miss him.. Bunches!! WOOOOOOOOO!! He was got on!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! Hehe.. Well that was kool!! I love you, Jeremy!!!!!
Well I'm sorta hyper!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But anyway.. I'm out..
Bye!!!!!!!!!
I love u guys!!
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Hey dudes..
Man, I don't know what it is but I'm getting buried in my thoughts again.. I listen to music most of the time now.. And I haven't really been talking to many people.. Actually yesterday I just talked to Burny and Andrew. Yes, I said Andrew.. He has calling me lately but I haven't been home to talk to him.. But last night he called and we talked for about a hour and a half.. And he is gonna call me in a bit!! Everything is going down hill again but I'm not depressed... I'm more mellow this time.. It's odd... It's different.. I'm all the time thinking about stuff.. People.. I'm confused about the world and my friends.. Mostly my friends!! I mean everyone is getting closer.. Which is good but it makes me mad because I feel like everyone is leaving me.. But really I don't care.. For some reason.. I think I just need to be alone for alone or something.. To learn about myself, I guess.. Or something.. I mean I think the reason why I don't care is because I know that God is with me.. I mean with him I can stand in the middle of the whole world and not care.. Because I'll be safe! Oh well another one of those things I'll be going through in life, I guess.. I dunno.. I'm so confused... It's gay.. GAY GAY GAY!!!
Sheww.. I'm out..
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Well I didn't go to school Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday because I was sick!!! It sucked!! Oh well! It's all good now!!
Wednesday was Breanna's 6th birthday.. And she turned 6 without her daddy there.. But I'm sure he was watching from above.. Man, It's really hard seeing Breanna and Sydney grow up without Chad there.. I think about all the things he will miss.. All the birthdays, Christmas', everything.. But I guess this will make them stronger as they go through life.
Yesterday was youth!! It was ok.. But Dang isn't my cousin anymore!! He is so mean! My own flesh and blood likes Robbie Whitt more then me!! URG!! Freakin' idiot!! GOSH!!!! Amanda took us to youth and well... Yeah.. That was so much fun!! Then she took us home but b4 that we just had to stop so Amanda could see Hollywood.. But then Brandi and I got out of the car and started dancing.. LOL!!! Then we went to McDonald's.. And Brandi and Amanda got happymeals and Brandi got Nemo and Amanda got some dude from the incredibles.. And she called him "her little man".. And she tried to stand him up between the dash and the windshield... LOL!! And everytime he fell she would scream so loud!! LOL!! It was hilarious!! Then Brandi and Autumn stayed the night with me!! And we watched Saw.. YAY!! Good movie!!
Today nothing much.. Just been text messaging Burny... Then he made me get online!! So yes.. Here I am.. Typing typing typing!!
Hmm.. I have come to realize that when it comes to some people I love them to much! And I seem to get to attached and think that I'm the only one who can love them. I guess I just get to close to people.. Oh well.. I guess this will just teach me something.. I dunno..
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Questions:
You:
× Name: Sarah Caitlin
× Age: 14
× Sex: female
× Eye colour: Sometimes green, sometimes blue
× How’s things: Alright!
× Prostitute Name (Name of first pet + street name): I dunno!?
× What was the last thing in your mouth: Chicken!!!!!!!!!!!
× What underwear are you wearing now: wtf!!!?! Eww!
× How do you think your portrayed to others: I dunno..
× What rumour would you like to spread about yourself: That I'm gonna be sent to Marion!!
What do you?
× Desire: Having a squrriel like Pillz-z as a pet!!!
× Smell like right now: I can't smell!!
× See out of your window: Road, grass, Trees..
× Look for in a partner: Funny, sweet, cute, nice.. Whatever!!
× Have a fetish for anything: chubby guys!!
Would you? (Yes or no (not Maybe))
× Ever have a one night stand: No!
× Kiss someone of the same sex: Nah... Eventho I am married to 8 girls!
× Save someone’s live in risk of losing yours: Yeah!
Favourite?
× Crayon colour: Red, black, & orange..
× Flavour: Orange.. I think..
× Quote: Pretty Kelly or JESUS IS THE BEST THING THATS EVER HAPPENED TO ME!!!
× Place: Anywhere with my peeps!! Just not jail... ;)
× Possession: My cell phone, My camera, and my shoes!!
× Time of day: Hmm.. Depends on what day!!
× Movie: The Crow.. I guess...
× Person: God..
× Emotion: Happy!!
Other:
× Happiness is…: Doing something good for someone, being loved, and spending time with the people I love..
× If you were the opposite sex for a day what would you do: I dunno..
× What was the last lie you told: I dunno..
× What couldn’t you live without: Church and friends..
× What do you wear to bed: Clothes..
× What song would you like played at your funeral: Alter Bridge- In Loving Memory..
× Sleep: hehe...
× Cat or dog: Dog.. I guess..
× Bath or Shower: Shower!
× Candles: I dunno!
× I would do anything for love but I wont do…: Hmm.. I dunno..
× If you could have a cup of tea with anyone who would that someone be: JENN!!!!
× What are you thinking right now: Hmm.. I'm tired, my head hurts.. Jonathan better talk to me!!
× It’s your first time to have sex (even if it isn’t) explain how you would like it to be: Umm.. I dunno..
× Who do you idolise: God and Dang...
× What is your obsession: Music, My shoes, God, my hacky sack, & I dunno what else!!
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Read to know me:
ten people that changed your life
1. God
2. Jeremy
4. Autumn
5. All of my wives..
6. T-Ray
7. Burny
8. Nandrew (Poleaska)
9. Dang
10. James
nine things you have dreams of:
1. Being with *someone* ;)
2. Being like Dang..
3. Growing up and having a family of my own..
4. Getting through each day...
5. Getting closer to God!
6. Helping people.
7. Justin moving out and going FAR FAR away...
8. Menor being NICE!
9. Having lots of kids! ;)
eight of your obsessions:
1. Poleaska & Kovorkian..
2. Music!
3. God!!!!!
4. Friends..
5. Family
6. My Wives!
7. Racecars.... According to Crabtree.. lol!
8. Napa!
seven beautiful people:
1. God..
2. Savannah ;)
3. April!!
4. Amanda...
5. Burny... haha...
6. JAMES!!!!!!!
7. Blanton!! lol
six favorite songs:
1. Blaine Larsen- "How Do You Get That Lonely"
2. Aerosmith- "I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing"
3. Blink 182- "I'm Lost Without You"
4. Switchfoot- "Dare You To Move"
5. Alter Bridge- "In Loving Memory"
6. Jeremy Camp- "Understand"
five favorite things:
1. God!!
2. Music!
3. Frinds..
4. Poleaska & Kovorkian..
5. *him*
four things that scare you:
1. Tight places..
2. Dark rooms..
3. Losing someone I love..
4. The word Divorce.. I love my wives and husbands!!
three movies you love:
1. The Crow
2. Napeleon Dynmite
3. That movie about Kurt Cobain & Courtney Love
two books you love:
1. I dont read..
2. I dont read..
one person you trust with your life:
1. God
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Well now I have 8 wives and 2 husbands... Autumn, Jenn, Savannah, Meghan, April, Kara, Brandi, Amanda, Menor, & James!! YAY!!!
Man.. I love u guys!!!!! Ya'll are so freakin awesome!! I love ya'll so much!!! lol.. Right..
But anyway..
Wednesday- S.O.L.s.. They aren't kool.. Hmm...
Thursday- No school!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then Youth!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw Savannah!! YAY!!!!!!!! And Jenn, Coomer, Jesse, Amanda, Brandi, and whoever else!! LOL!!!
2day- School.. SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate school!!! and yeah!! But no Rachael!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! Hmm.. I talked to Aaron a lot 2day!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! And Lori and Kayla!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! And April!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hmm.. I might go to the movies 2night.. Dunno yet.. Im so weak and tired and sick.. Urg!!! But anyway!! I'm out..
Love ya!!!
Or as Savannah says "Peace, Love, & Hair Grease!!" Or something like that!! lol!!!
Sarah
A.K.A.
No name!!
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[y][o][u]
[Name] Sarah...
[Age] 14
[Sex] Female
[School] LFA
[Sign] Squrpio
[State] Va
[Exact Location] In my cardboard box..
[c][u][r][r][e][n][t][l][y]
[Current Date] March 17, 2005
[Current Time] 3:24p.m.
[Clothes] My Menor shirt and pants
[Weather] Snowing*
[Hair Do] It's hair.. Why does it matter!?
[Footware] Socks
[Mood] Happy, Tired..
[Talking To] Jon, Autumn, and myself..
[Sounds] Switchfoot-Dare You To Move
[h][o][w] [m][a][n][y]
[Cups On Desk] I dunno.. Wtf!?
[Pets] Do I care!?
[Siblings] 4.. Autumn, Jesse, Melissa, & Justin
[Crushes] hehe... 8 people.. I'm married to em.. Savannah, Jenn, Meghan, Menor, April, Autumn, Brandi, & Amanda..
[Cousins] A LOT!
[Aunts] I dunno..
[Uncles] I dunno
[h][o][w] [m][a][n][y] [t][i][m][e][s] [p][e][r] [d][a] [y] [d][o] [y][o][u]
[Change Clothes] 2 or so..
[Shower] 1 or 2
[Brush Your Teeth] 1 or 2
[Wash Your Face] 1 or 2
[Brush Your Hair] I dunno..
[Eat] haha.. 6 or 7...
[Say the Word "ok"] LOL!!. ok..
[Yell at Your Siblings] Yeah.. Usually Autumn.. (ya know she is kinda retarded)
[Slam Doors] Ehh..
[h][a][b][i][t][s] [(do you)]
[Bite Your Nails] Yeah..
[Procrastinate] Sure..
[Stress] Sometimes..
[Take out Your Issues On Others] Hehe.. Nah!!
[Self Injure- (ex: cut, burn, pull hair)] ......
[Flirt Too Much] Nah...
[Eat Too Much] YEAH!!
[Have an Eating Disorder] Heck no!!
[Tend to Judge People] Sometimes..
[Any Other Habits?] I dunno.. Sure..
[f][o][r] [a] [m][i][l][l][i][o][n] [b][u][c][k][s] [(would you)]
[Name Your Kid Dammit] I'd do that for free!!
[Strip For Your Classmates] No... MENOR WOULD!!
[Shave Your head] HAHAH!! SURE!!
[Wax Off Your Eyebrows] Nah..
[Wax An Old man's Back] LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! No.. I'll be busy waxing Menor's!!
[Sit In a Cage With 4 Hungry Wolves] LOL!! Sure!!
[Eat Bugs] Nah..
[Eat A Snake] EWW!! no!!
[Make Out With Your Best Friends Boyfriend] Eww.. NO! No telling where his mouth has been..
[Swim With The Jelly Fish] YEAH!
[Make Out With Your Teacher] EWW!!
[Strip At a School Pep Assembly] Nah..
[Stand up In Class And Flip Your Teacher The Bird] YEAH!!
[a][l][m][o][s][t] [o][v][e][r]
[Why Did You Take This Survey] Cause I'm bored...
[What's The Time Now] 3:34p.m.
[What Are You Doing After This] I dunno.. Get ready for youth!!
[Bye!] SEE YA!!
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Hey!!
Saturday- Went to the mall.. Got a HIM shirt, a mesh shirt.. It's white.. MENOR!!, and a bracelet.. Then around 7:00pm or so.. Me and Autumn went to the bowling alley.. Kara, Rachael, Thomas, Latasia, Weston, Jesse, and Jenn.. Then Menor came!! YAY!!! And then Me and Menor got married.. YAY!! Oh and then Me and Autumn walked to Ingles to see Jeremy but he wasnt there.. And we run from the cops and everything!!!
Sunday- I dont really remember..
Monday- Went to school.. Went to Brandi's.. Ask her to marry me and Autumn and she said yes.. Then Amanda came home and we asked her and she said yes too!! TOO YAY!! 2 new wives!! YAY!! I LOVE YOU!! And then we went to K-Mart.. But then we went to Wal-Mart and Amanda kinda scared me in the car a lil bit.. :(
Then we saw Boone, Frankie, some wigger, and Sabrina.. Amanda started talkin to Sabrina so Brandi, Autumn, and I.. Well I decided to walk to Ingles to see if Jeremy was there.. Well he wasn't.. OF COURSE!! So we walked back and tried to find Amanda... But she went to Ingles looking for us.. LOL! Then we walked out of Wal-Mart and there she was.. She was mad.. :( Sorry Amanda..
Well that's all I can remember so yeah..
I love my wives, Jenn, Meghan, Brandi, Amanda, Savannah, & Autumn.. And my husband, Menor.. I love you!!!
And I love everyone else!! (except a few people)
Oh oh.. And I have something to say to April.. DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!
Bye..!
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Hey dudes.. What's up?! How are ya'll!? Me.. I'm here.. Things r gettin sucky again.. I still can't let go of someone.. And It's killin me.. I mean seriously... And I'm always thinking about Chad now.. That hurts more then anything.. I just can't let go.. And I want to so bad but yet I can't.. I know he is in God's hands right now.. But still.. It hurts to know that he will be gone 1 year in May.. I think about the day I found out about him.. I can remember it so clearly.. I can't still feel the pain that I had when I heard the news... I remember the funeral perfectly.. I remember how bad that killed me.. I remember how I wanted to go in there and say my final goodbye to him.. And how bad I was crying.. How bad my heart was hurting.. I remember how bad Aaron wanted to be with me and help me.. But it's over now... It's all a memory that will haunt me forever.. Sometimes, When I close my eyes.. I can see Chad laying in the casket.. It kills me.. I remember at Youth the next week Kelly said pray for Daniel and our family.. Me, Autumn, Aaron, and Rachael started crying.. It hurt.. And still does..
But I'm out u guys..
love u..
Sarah
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Name: Sarah
Single or taken: Single
Sex: Female
Birthday: October 27th
Sign: Scorpio
Siblings: 2 older brothers, 1 lil brother, 2 sisters!
Hair colour: Blondeish-Brown
Eye colour: Green/Blue
Height: 5'1.. If anyone laughs I swear!!!
R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope.. Single and loving it!!
How many exes do you have?: Hmm.. 4 or so..
What is your longest relationship?: Almost 2 months..
What was your shortest relationship?: Not sure..
S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs?: Nope!
What kind of shampoo do you use?: I dunno..
What are you most scared of?: Losing people I love.. 1 year.. And people turning their backs on me..
What are you listening to right now: Blaine Larsen.. How Do You Get That Lonely
Who is the last person that called you?: Rachael
Where do you want to get married?: I dont know..
How many buddies are online right now?: Alot..
What would you change about yourself?: Not sure..
F A V O R I T E S
Colors: Red, Black, & Orange
Foods: CHICKEN!!! YUM!!!!!!!!!!!
Subjects in school: Geo!!
H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: Nope..
Smoked?: Nah..
Bungee jumped?: No..
Made yourself throw up?: Nope..
Skinny dipped?: No..
Ever been in love?: Yeah..
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No..
Pictured your crush naked?: No..
Actually seen your crush naked?: Nope..
Cried when someone died?: Yeah..
Lied: Yep..
Fallen for your best friend?: Hmm.. I think..
Been rejected?: Not really..
Rejected someone?: Yeah...
Used someone?: No..
Done something you regret?: Yeah..
C U R R E N T
Clothes: My Menor shirt (A.D.I.D.A.S.) with my tan shorts..
Music: H.I.M. In Joy and Sorrow
Annoyance: I dont know..
Smell: Air..
Desktop picture: Dang and Chad when they were little..
c.d in player: Burned C.D.
DVD in player: Nothing..
L A S T | P E R S O N
• × •
Hugged: Menor..
You IMed: Blanton
You yelled at: I dont know..
You kissed: Aaron..
A R E | Y O U
Understanding: Yep..
Open-minded: Not really..
Arrogant: Umm.. Maybe..
Insecure: Yeah..
Random: Sometimes..
Smart: Kinda..
Moody: Sometimes..
Hard working: On somethings..
Organized: Nah..
Healthy: Yeah..
Shy: Sometimes
Difficult: Hehe.. Oh yes!!
Attractive: Nah..
Bored easily: YEP!!
Obsessed: Nope..
Angry: Nah..
Sad: Nope..
Happy: Yeah!
Hyper: Nah..
Trusting: Sure...
R A N D O M
In the morning I: Get dressed and do the bathroom thing.. Call Autumn..
All you need is: God, Family, Friends..
I dream: Nah..
Sexual preference: Guys..
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: I dunno..
W H O
Makes you laugh the most: I dunno..
Makes you smile: Different people..
N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: Eh.. A few..
Of hearts I have broken: I dunno..
Of guys I've kissed: 2..
Of CD's I own: Dont wanna count!!
Of scars on my body: Uhh.. 300-400..
Of things that I regret: Uhh.. Moving on..
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